i hate that im breathing even though i'm not sleeping. im backwards because i think the fall i worse than the landing. pick me up and dust me off. push me back in the direction you were directing me. i follow this trend just to keep you content. i pull the covers back and close my eyes until it's time to "wake up". lies after lies and the least you could do way try. pretend i ever meant anything. forget that i was a little bit crazy, but you told me it was okay because you were too. make me shake again because you were always good at it. steal the air out of me with a glance then smirk because look better without color. my phaser is set to forget and my head is in the sights. one shot. one kill.