if i could speak to angels, i'd ask them if the demons were worth the fight.
i think i'll keep my game face on just in case.
and a spare clip in my pocket.
words instead of bullets.
love instead of hate.

i forgot that stupid girls don't pick up on subtlety.

its not for attention so don't look this way.
i love you in one hour increments.
sun rise.
sun sleep.
its not a bed, it's my house.
so apologize til it's all figured out.
calm.
cool.
rest.
you.

perfection is perception and i believe that 100 percent
you may hate just where you were but i love it to death
i know im crazy and may just make no sense
but i will back it and i deserve just what i get
its all a lie and i make it all seem right
but you're a ghost an i just cant sleep tonight.
i never fall
i never show my fears
but im a joke
and my death just may seem real.

I miss the way you made me shake between sheets.


Two is definitely better than one.

i let you in because i thought you deserved it.
you just lie to my eyes, and your fingers wont quit talking.
the fire must not be burning too bright.
because i know you delete my texts before you see him every night.

i stopped fighting fair around the same time you stopped pretending to care
don't look at it like a lack of heart
because i have more now than ever
you only break down on memory lane so many times before you stop taking the trips
i may be face down but im dreaming of building myself up again into something amazing
make all of the calls, and run the plays until they become routine
im not afraid of changing
im afraid you will have missed your chance when i finally do


you/we make stubborn look so beautiful sometimes.