i stopped fighting fair around the same time you stopped pretending to care
don't look at it like a lack of heart
because i have more now than ever
you only break down on memory lane so many times before you stop taking the trips
i may be face down but im dreaming of building myself up again into something amazing
make all of the calls, and run the plays until they become routine
im not afraid of changing
im afraid you will have missed your chance when i finally do


you/we make stubborn look so beautiful sometimes.