You always seem to paint me so alive and I can't help but see forever in your eyes. Lately it has been hard to see a light at the end of the tunnel but you're shining so bright. One thing that I have learned in life is that the constants are very hard to come by but you're one of them. On the days when we haven't talked you always seem to text me at the perfect moment to tell me that you love me and I love that. I've been spending a lot of time at my keyboard trying to arrange these words in a way that will maybe let you know exactly how I feel. You're so special to me and that's no secret. I still remember the first time I called you. I was sitting on the stairs outside of Mike and Rockys apartment and I knew that your voice was one that I would want to hear as often as possible. I'm always being reminded how the world can work in such a strange way and this isn't any different. I feel like I can talk to you about everything and not even think twice. I Know how cliche it is to say that you "get me" but it's true and I really don't feel like a lot of people do. You've been such an amazing friend to me and that's just the beginning. This feels like just the beginning of something. I didn't know I would ever be counting down the days until I saw your face but here we are. I'm not too sure why but hearing your voice when I'm upset calms me down in a way that xanax never will. You make me feel important and you laugh at my dumb jokes and always ask me to call because you really want to talk to me. I never feel like I deserve good things in life, but maybe I deserve you. Thank you for always being there for me. Thank you for reminding me that things don't always have to be terrible. I'm not sure what's going to happen next, but I'm excited to find out. My heart keeps beating in 4/4 time and I'm ready to see an east coast sunrise with you by my side and your hand in mine. You're really something special to me.