my lips, can barely stutter these words. 

im staring out at the end of my crushed little world.

and to think, this is all your fault. 

a million scenerios have played through my head

i feel like grabbing the phone but grab my pencil instead

i could write myself a million miles away

a million reasons to leave, but you're the reason i'd stay

my heart, is beating out of my chest

i'm swallowing pills just to try and get rest

and i know, this is all my fault

a third coast boy with a some west coast dreams

not even as happy as im making it seem

it's all a facade, infact im really a mess

i'd ask for you back if i thought you'd say yes

im stuck. i'm at an all time low. 

if you'll just leave me alone i'll pack my things up and go. 

i can start a new life and it wont involve you

i know it sounds crazy, but what else can i do?

i'm stuck. i think im losing my mind

when i hear "hands down" i think of you every time

now things have changed and im letting you go

but before i leave i just want you to know

that im stuck.