i plan on using tonight to hang from the night sky and pretend im completely okay with all of this. im inconsistent and have been falling face first since day one. as for right now, i've got my heart locked and (i plan on getting) loaded. less moving lips and more shaking hips. maybe they can talk me down from my high horse because apparently i've lost touch with reality. most of what you know about me is a facade. (smoke and mirrors and such.) sometimes i want sleep, but lately my dreams haven't even been a pleasant escape. every day i want to change but every day i'm still the same. i'm just a plane ticket away from bumping heads with the west coast. maybe then i'll finally come out of my shell and turn 20mg smiles into real ones.
i want to make the left side my strong side.
Friday, April 17, 2009
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