its a shame to think that i still let anyone get the best of me anymore. (i used to give it away. now you have to rip it from my fingers) it's all a series of false starts and starting over. i didn't forget about you this time, i just let the idea linger around my head for a little while before putting it away for safe keeping. maybe you should just keep to the left side of this best coast smile. feel free to tilt your head so it doesn't look as crooked. last night i took a walk to the pier and screamed your name until I lost my voice. I walked back to my hotel with ice cream and a smirk on my face. I call it self medication, you call it mutilation. well, metaphorically speaking, of course. at the end of the day, it's all about what helps you sleep at night.

(no Sam-I-am, i can't go to sleep without an Ambien)


the way she mixes ones and zeroes makes my heart smile.