my digital downfall

i wish i could remember that feeling. not the one that's like sinking, the exact opposite actually. i'd carry myself away to another life that's more to my liking. it's not a matter of being unhappy, just unfulfilled i guess. i left so little behind that it kind of makes me wonder where my head or heart has even been over the last year or so. when home doesn't feel like home it's time for a change. i found where i belong so it's really just a matter of getting my things and saying my goodbyes (again) a few people will miss me, the rest will forget until the next party when someone asks where i'm at. we all pretend to stay friends, but it's really just the digital idea of friendship. phone calls have been replaced by comments. a random visit is now a click of a mouse button to make your presence known. i guess what i'm trying to say is, i'm tired of hugs in the form of ones and zeroes.