ive been walking backwards hoping time will back up with me. its another day where i'd rather break the stereo than listen to the words that always take my train of thought back to you. you have my heart, and there's nothing either of us can do about it. maybe we can get together sometime and i can make bad jokes for you to force a laugh at and call me a dork. maybe we can hold hands while watching a movie so i can sneak quick kisses on your cheek. or even just lay in bed and listen to the sound of the a/c and those kids running around in the courtyard. so many thoughts go through my mind every day, and i hope you know that every single one is about you.