Every time I open my mouth I let someone down. I've been letting secrets leak because I'm a glutton for drama. Sidestepping situations because awkward is so last year. It's been a flashbulb love affair with you since day one. I still think my arm looks better when it's wrapped around your shoulder. You said my eyes looked brighter when they stared back into yours. I don't know if you see it, but you are the reason why I even try anymore. I'm stuck in this late decemer state of mind. I'd give anything to go back to those on top of the world kind of nights.