i was designed for these types of situations, so i really shouldnt be suprised. i just hate this feeling. i hate having to resort back to a little white pill to feel normal. recommended dosage: one a day for temporary escape from life. 20 to make it permanent. i think ill stick with just one. it gets better. i know it does. its just hard making it from here to there. its not even about what happened anymore, its about feeling miserable and not having any way to fix it. its about being all alone in this empty apartment. its about having felt this way before and knowing how hard it is to make it until i start feeling normal again. but atleast i know that i'll make it.
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