i tried to hide this blog because i felt like i had let too many eyes in on my little secret, but what's the point in even saying things anymore if no one is there to read it? Isn't that why we all do this? We have journals that are saved on the internet for (almost) anyone to find so we can say the things we don't have the guts to say directly. I can leave your name off of this, and write in metaphors and keep things as vague as possible even though i know that you know and these knife-shaped words will hit their target. so read up, sweetheart. soak it all in. the filter is off for the time being. maybe you'll learn something this time around. stay tuned.